kampungan vs kotaaan

ternyata bener yaa, mau seneng2 itu ngga harus dengan harga yang mahal...

malam ini, untuk kedua kalinya aku ke pasar malam bareng si abang...

untuk pertama kalinya aku ke pasar malam itu waktu kelas 1 atau 2 SD gitu sama papa...

dan sepulangnya dari pasar malam, aku masuk angin...

dan malam ini, pulang dari pasar malam kakiku lemes...

dont you know why?

it's all because aku naik bianglala, tapi bianglalanya abal-abal and no safety >.<

biang lala dengan 10 keranjang, digerakan dengan genset kapasitas 375 watt dan rem bianglala itu diatur oleh seorang oprator yang cepe-cepe ke aku >.<

baru juga 3 putaran, kaki udah lemes + gemetaran :p

itu indikasi aku kampungan atau kotaan yaa? :D

terus, beralih ke pos selanjutnya...

main lempar kaleng...

kalo kalengnya sisa 3, dapat 1 botol kratingdaeng...

kalo kalengnya sisa 2, dapat 1 liter softdrink...

kalo kalengnya sisa 1, dapat mba-mba penjaganya kalii :D :D

tapi gagal setelah 3 kali nyoba >.<

kemudian, beralih ke pos pancingan...

yang menarik dari pos ini adalaaaaaahhhhhhh, kalo bisa masukin ring ke dalam botol tanpa menjatuhkan paku yang diletakan di atas botol itu, berhadiah HAPE boo...

even itu hape cina + udah bekas, tapi teteup ajah menantang :D :D

setelah 2 kali nyoba, gagal >.<

pos terakhir adalah pos peluang :D *ngarang ajah dah namanya*

tugasnya hanya melempar gelang2 mini ke papan yang berisi tongkat2 kecil...

tiap tongkat, ada hadiahnya...

dan saia, dapat hadiah ember kecil...

finally, berhasil jugaaaa :D :D :D

ah Rabb, ternyata bener, bahagia itu ngga harus dengan yang mahal...

aku main dengan harga 14ribu rupiah, itu udah dahsyat banget ketawanyaaaa :D :D :D

"aku bahagia karena diriku + Allah, dan aku akan membahagiakan yang lain...

bukan karena faktor lain yang membuat bahagia diriku"

maaf maa...

jam 8malam, abang telpon aku...

dengan tegas, abang tanya, "kapan mau pulang? mama butuh kamu di rumah"

sambil nahan air mata, aku tanya "ada apa sama mama?"

abang jawab "ngga ada apa2, tapi mama butuh teman bicara dan berbagi cerita..."

makin nahan air mata, "ada apa? ko ngga cerita dengan lengkap?"

abang jawab "mama butuh kamu untuk temen ngobrol... weekend nanti, tolong fokus untuk temenin mama... tadi mama curhat sama aku, dan di akhir curhat mama bilang 'maaf ya bang, ibu jadi ngerepotin... ibu belum bisa cerita ke enny, ibu takut enny kepikiran karena saat ini enny sedang ujian'..."

mamaaa, maaf... aku ngga ada di sana saat mama butuh aku...

sampe2 mama nyari orang lain untuk gantiin tugasku...

maaf maa, maaaaaaaaaaaaafffffffffff banget :((

aku pasti scepat pulang...

cium tangan mama, peluk mama...

duduk manja di pangkuan mama...

dengerin cerita mama...

minum susu buatan mama...

makan masakan mama yang sejadi-jadinya...

temenin mama ngurus tanaman sambil foto2 di teras....

kita dengerin lagu sampe tertidur...

bobo siang bareng...

main congklak...

ngerjain skripsi di depan mama sambil nungguin mama menjahit...

maaf mama, aku udah nebiarin mama sendirian di rumah...

tapi kalo aku boleh milih, ini semua bukan mauku ko...

aku pingin di rumah terus sama mama, nemenin mama, jadi teman baik mama bahkan sampe saat aku berkeluarga nanti...

aku ngga akan pernah mau jauh lagi dari mama...

tapi aku terpaksa jauh dari mama untuk mewujudkan cita-cita dan keinginan mama terhadap aku...

aku akan jadi anak yang membanggakan, itu janjiku untuk mama...

dan saat ini, aku ninggalin rumah untuk mewujudkan janji itu...

aku sayang mama dan sayang itu ngga akan pernah terputus, karena aku tau mama sayang aku dan sayang itu ngga akan pernah berakhir...

aku pasti pulang ko maa...

dan kita akan menghabiskan waktu bersama...

aku sayang mama dengan berjuta cara yang mampu aku lakukan untuk mama...

Mamma

You gave life to me

Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma

All you had to offer

Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know

There is no other

Love like a mother's love for her child

Mamma

You gave love to me

Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma

All I ever needed

Was a guarantee of you loving me

But the love you gave me will always live

You'll always be there every time I fall

You are to me the greatest love of all

You take my weakness and you make me strong

And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me

I'll be there for you always

I'll be there your whole life through

I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be

I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights

I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight

I'll be your shelter through the raging storm

And I will love you 'till forever comes

(celine dion - goodbye's)

greatest reward - celine dion

So suddenly, so strange
Life wakes you up, things change
I've done my best, I've served my call
I thought I had it all

So suddenly, so strong
My prejudice was gone
You needed me, I found my place
I'm different now, these days

Now the greatest reward
Is the light in your eyes
The sound of your voice
And the touch of your hand
You made me who I am

You trusted me to grow
I gave my heart to show
There's nothing else I cherish more
I stand by you for sure

Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am

So suddenly, it's clear to me
Things change
Our future lies in here and now
We made it through somehow

Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am

You made me who I am

fade away - celine dion

I learned from the past not everything lasts

I understand that now

Everything changed when you walked away

But I'll survive somehow

Though I have regrets

I'll learn to forget and just keep moving on

Cause when love is gone

You have to be strong

Once touched by pain you're not the same

But time can heal your heart again

So let the clouds that bring you down

Just fade away, away

So I try to smile but after a while

The memories come back

But I won't give in ?cause I know that then

My heart will fade to black

And this time I learned that love can burn

To an all consuming flame

There's no right or wrong

I've got to be strong

Once touched by pain you're not the same

But time can heal your heart again

So let the clouds that bring you down

Just fade away

I know that one day I'll find that feeling again

But until I do I'll do it fine by myself

Once touched by pain you're not the same

But time can heal your heart again

So let the clouds that bring you down

You know that

Once touched by pain you're not the same

But time can heal your heart again

So let the clouds that bring you down

So let the clouds that bring you down

Just fade away, away....

anata (you)

(japan)
Sora e tsuzuku kaidan o hitotsu zutsu aruite kitanda ne
Tashika na mono nante
Dakedo ureshii toki ya kanashii toki ni
Anata ga soba ni iruNemure nakute mado no tsuki no miageta…
Omoeba ano hi kara

Chizu sae nai kurai umi ni ukandeiru fune o
Ashita eto terashi Tsuzuketeru ano hoshi no you ni
Mure ni itsu hi ni mo kagayaku
Anata ga iru kara
Namida kare hatete mo taisetsu na
Anata ga iru kara
Arashi no yoru ga machi ukete mo
Taiyou ga kuzurete mo ii sa
Modo kashina ni jama o sarete umaku ienai kedo
Tatoe owari ga nai to shite mo aruite yukou yo
Mune ni itsu no hi ni mo kagayaku
Anata ga iru kara
Namida kare hatete mo taisetsu na
Anata ga iru kara
To your heart
To your heart
To your heart I need your love and care 


(english)
unable to sleep, i look at the window's moon

i think about that day

in the stairway to the sky, i walked up 

each step by step

no matter how far i try to look

there was nothing

but either in joyful or sad time 

you're always stay by my side

in the ship without map we float to the darkness

to the morning continuing try to shine, just like that star

from someday on in my heart it'll shine

because you're here

all squezed tears till dry, feels so precious

because you're here

to your heart

to your heart

to your heart i need your love and care